Treat or trick?

IT's Halloween~
That means... It's time to dress up!!

lol.
i skipped a lect today. On my way home, i decided to do something "meaningful" to make up for the guilt inside me, if there was any.
since it's halloween today, and i've got no party to go to (i'm waiting for wednesday!), i'm gonna do this:

First victim: Chef Kar


Muscleman Kar


Coolman Kar


Red Little India Kar


HOHOHO!
... and next!


My sister!!

In case you don't know, i gave her a beautiful necklace...



... and a beautiful ribbon!


OooOooohh... and shann!!!
I gave you a cowboy hat!
COOL?!?!





OPPS... =X
If you're thinking that i'm deriving joy from poking fun at others, WAIT!








Now, i did something to my own pic too.



Love my bunny ears? (can't fit it into the pic...)

Want one too???

Send me your pic, and i'll give you the bunny ears!

Penguins are good too!

LOL!


And my pink kukui necklace!!


Alright, after Halloween.... IT'S CHRISTMAS!!!
Look at my christmas tree:

It's so huge, i gotta leave it in the shopping mall.
But i left my green ribbon there! (Took it off my jacket...)


Geez... thanks to my Panasonice X800 for the limited "accessories" i can play with!
You wanna try????

To die or not to die.

nah, don't worry, i'm not thinking of suicide..

There's this program on tv right now, showing a very poor old man.
Poor, not as in monetary terms, but as in, pathetic. Two of his daughters committed suicide, another son and daughter went bonkers, and he doesn't even have a bed at home. He sleeps on those brown cardboards (what do you call that..?)...

It's heartwrenching to know that this part of the population exists. The colourful picture that they try to paint our country with, is indeed a very beautiful picture that says a thousand words, or should i say, lies. These poor souls are tucked away like dirt underneath the bed. Need i say more?


*Note: Yes. I'm evil by nature. But i'm not evil in the sense of being cruel and heartless. I'm just evil, in terms of being mean. And if you're thinking, "I don't see her doing any evil mean stuff...", well, like i said, i'm evil by nature. I don't have to show it. In other words, you can actually call me a hypocrite.


I had a friend whose dad committed suicide a few years ago. For what, i don't know. Maybe he was stressed out by money, or it was just plain depression. Either way, that's so scary, ain't it? Don't you think it's the society that actually drove him to death? The pressure, burden, discrimination, money, family, and whatnot.

But... seriously, it's not worth mourning for a person who committed suicide. That's just dumb. The person committed suicide because he wanted to die, and he is now happy that he is dead, freed from all his troubles. If he doesn't care about people who care for him, why should they mourn for him? In fact, they should be happy for him, if that's what he wants. No? Why should the people who are still alive suffer the loss of a loved one, when that person didn't even think about them when he intended to commit suicide?

Mum's aunt passed away a few days ago. Now, this is a different case, because she died of cancer. She didn't have a choice. She didn't want to have cancer. She didn't want to suffer. I wasn't close to her, but it's still sad.

It's always sad to look at the obituary...

And it's also sad to go back to school for lessons on a saturday. Saturday morning.

Btw shannn, i will only lend you the vcd AFTER the exams.. You better study hard!!!
and yes. i don't watch the same movie twice, unless i don't have to pay for it.. *hint*
as for karaoke, let's do it soon! maybe before we start mugging for the exams???

wheeeeeeeeeeeee...

I'm gonna be a pilot!
...only for a day...

Interviewer (I):　皆さん、こんにちは。「職業」の時間です。今日のお客様はSIAで初めての女の人のパイロットーシジャさんです。
ME:　こんにちは。よろしくお願いします。
I:　シジャさんは、女の人のパイロットについてどう思うんですか。
ME:　長いトレ―ニングが終わってから、パイロットになって、とてもうれしいんですよ。でも、女の人なら、時々心配しているパーセンジャアもいるし…。それで、ストレスがたくさんあるんですね。
I:　大変ですね。頑張ってくださいね。
ME:　ええ。
I:　シジャさんは、フライトの前に、どんな準備をしているんですか。
ME:　えーと。いつもフライトの前に、十分なお休みを取るようにするし、天気予報を調べるし、色々な必要な物を持って行くんてす。
I:　そうですね。でも、気分が悪ければ、絶対に飛行機が運転できないと聞きました。ほんとうですか。
ME:　ええ。ほんとうですよ。もしかしたらそうすれば、危ないかもしれませんよ。
I:　ああ、そうですか。それに、パイロットなら、何かいいことか悪いことがあるんですか。
ME:　えーと。働きながら、違う国を旅行できるんですよ。色々な文化が経験できるから、自分の知っている世界が広くなると思いますね。
I:　よかったですね。ところで、パイロットがしなかったら、ほかにしたい職業がありますか。
ME:　ええ。料理人になりたいんですね。料理を作ることが大好きですからね。
I:　へえ。すごいですね。自分の好きなことをすればいいですね、楽しいお話、どもありがとうございました。
ME:　 ありがとうございました。


This is my interview script for my japanese project.
We're supposed to do a two minutes interview in class, and it will be videotaped!!!
And my other classmates have to grade us...
i think it's gonna be FUN!

Embracing 2006...

lol. yea i know... It's still early.
But don't forget, time flies. Before you even know it, Christmas would be here, and then! 2006.


As you should know by now, i adore Hello Kitty.
Hello Kitty shall embrace 2006 together with me.

Naturally,

2005 Hello Kitty planner has to make way for 2006 Hello Kitty planner.

awwwwwwwwwwww...
i know, so sweet, right?


It's full of apples!



And more Hello Kitty stickers!






Hmmm... And i still need a Hello Kitty 2006 calendar... (calling out to Mr karrrrr...)


Anyone been to Sanrio lately??? How i wish i could buy EVERYTHING in the store... All the Hello Kitty pouches... i MUST have them!!! and the handphone chains... I also want the Hello Kitty lanyard!!! I... I don't wish to mention why i didn't get it today... hmph! But i'll be back! mark my words, yea.

Why do i have a sister who doesn't wanna bathe???

gosh. she stinks. doesn't she know that?????
and she's yakking yakking and yakking...
okay, i'm just kidding...
but she really doesn't like to bathe!


sighhh. i'm only left with less than 150 bucks for the rest of the month, but why do i feel so rich??
Maybe i can have New York Fish and Chip for dinner @ Fish and co. tmr??? yummy...

Have i mentioned that my birkies have attracted lotsa attention??? i always see people's eyes glued on to my feet. and the funniest thing that some people would do is to pretend to face up, but with their eyes looking down. heh. I can see, alright. i love it when people come up to me and ask where i got them from, and comment on how pretty they are :) Well, who doesn't like attention??? I pay attention to myself 24/7. (ah, you gotta agree that YOU love getting attention too.. uhuhuh, don't try to deny.)
Sooo, can i get another pair of birkies???? The Tatami edition looks good...

Damn. i seemed to have developed a fetish for getting a haircut every month... i get really paranoid that my hair is growing at such a hypersonic speed. and sooooo thick! i went to cut again last week, and i think it's really short... the shortest since i decided to snip away my long hair, i think. hmmmm but within a week, i think my hair has grown alot again... Hence, i keep thinking it's long, and i keep cutting it shorter and shorter... And that's a lot of money spent! Was watching this show on TV just now. This guy was styling hair for these three women, and all of them have loooooooooooong hair... kinda missed mine. if only i had watched this show back then, i might not have cut my hair short. How i wish i have some long hair to play with... but my sis's hair is soooooooooo straight, i've no idea how to style it.. haha. Anyone wanna be my guinea pig???


i think i need to sleep.
Have so much to do tmr, though i've been slacking the whole night...

ewwwww.. Gimme another brand!

Everywhere i go, there'd bound to be someone wearing an abercrombie tee. And lately, everyone seems to own a abercrombie/hollister jacket... uh huh. the worst thing is, you can easily get a bogus aber/holli tee ANYWHERE!!! esp. FOS. (opps. i'm actually culpable too. and it's so disgusting, yea!) sighh. What has abercrombie become?? Doesn't it remind you of Giordano??? Everywhere you go, you see people in aber tees, and don't you feel damn disgusted, 'coz you know they're fake?! So why should i continue paying a higher price for a real aber tee when everyone is getting it at a cheeeeeeaaap price??? (oh, but eBay sells them real cheap too yea... hmmm...) Real or not, who could actually tell? There are actually more imitations around than the real stuff!!! The exclusiveness of wearing aber is gone! Don't you agreeeeee?? oh well, but if it looks really nice, even if it's fake, just buy and wear... What am i talking about?!?!? Contradicting myself again!! i guess my point is, Just buy REAL and NICE stuff...

so i say, Gimme another brand!
And what should it be???
FCUK doesn't have nice tees anymore...
Tommy too...
Guess also...
Ralphs' tees are too thin...
OH, and they're all so not in the aber/holli league! Junk food??? Banana???
was telling my sis last night, What about AX????

i lurrrrve BMW!

phew~ my 2nd, and last, mkting project is finally done, and over!
yeeeeep. it was on BMW, and... what can i say? BMW rocks!
my report rocks too, and so did my presentation! hohoho. i know i complained alot about my mkting groupmates, but that's only because they, three outta four of them, aren't very friendly people, and ONE of them is damn inefficient! so you can't blame me for being so picky... (What?? What about me??? Of course i'm the best!) Hopefully we'll get a good grade on this report.

Anyway, i seriously think there's something wrong with me...
I actually enjoy writing reports, and editing the drafts, AND preparing for presentation. Although i complain A LOT (during the process), at the end of an assignment/project, i'd start to look forward to the next one.
And i realise i love doing presentations, because i seldom get the chance to speak in front of a class, moreover present something i am proud of... *beaming proudly* And i think i'm getting better each time i present. Less nervous, and more steady. I know what i need to talk about even without looking at my script. (oh, in case you're thinking It's only a presentation!!!, why the hell am i making such a big fuss... well, that's because i used to be a really soft speaker, and you could see my hands trembling esp. when i'm holding a piece of paper. So, improving each time really means a lot to meeeeee.)
Yea, how i wish i could video tape myself, and have a thorough analysis of how i fair. i rem how my sis used to have courses(?) on presentations... arGhz.. ARTS is so slack!!!


This is the 4th week of school after the term break... Which means, another 3-4 weeks to go... before the final exams. CoOOoooOOOoooL! the sem's ending again~!~!~! I've another accounting project due 8th Nov, a Japanese interview presentation next thurs, a Japanese oral test about 3 weeks later, and a microeconomics assignment due 4th Nov!!! And i still have a lot of catching up to do!!!

oh gOsh... gotta go now!!
erm no.. let me check on my ebay bids first. =P

What the hell is wrong with you people?!?!?!?!

You walk to the busstop, sitting harmlessly there and waiting for your fucking slow bus.
And there's this pervert sitting at the other end of the busstop, trying to take pics of you on his handphone camera, and thinking you're stupid enough not to notice.
Just what the hell is wrong with him?!?!?!

The next time you take a bus/train, take a good look at the person (especially if it's a guy) sitting next to you. Do not think that just because it's in the public, he might be harmless. Wrong! You never know what the hell is wrong with MEN nowadays! He could be a fucking molester, or worse, a serial raper for all you know! He might pretend to bend down to pick a thing, and touch your legs! He might pretend that there's not enough place, and try to sit closer to you! Whatever. Just try not to take the inner seat. You would have a better chance of moving away FAST when you take the outer seat.

And here's another reason why you shouldn't take the inner seat: There are baby cockroaches crawling along the sides!! And i saw them coming out from this crack below the window! I had the shock of my life last evening on my way home. Can you imagine, there are BIG cockroaches crawling around on the bus??? I alighted and took the next bus home, this time, taking the outer seat. What's wrong with the bus driver or cleaner?!?! Clean your fucking bus!!!

Oh yea. And what the hell is wrong with stupid bus drivers who continue picking passengers up when the damned bus is already so packed?!?! Just because you have a seat all to yourself doesn't mean you don't have to think about your passengers!!

During a project meeting, there's this girl sitting at the side, barely contributing any ideas to the discussion, and simply relying on her other groupmates for answers. Goodness gracious! You could hardly feel her presence there. What is wrong with her?!?! Hello~~ it's a group project! Wake up your ideas!!! Say something!!!! Do you have Gold in your mouth?!?!?!

And what's wrong with you people who do not reply my sms?!?!?! I ask a question in the sms, and you jolly well reply me! Is that very difficult?!?!?! I'm fine if it's just casual smsing. You can stop the "conversation" halfway, i don't mind. Worse still, I call you on the handphone, you don't pick up the call. But when i sms you, you reply straight away. Ohoh.. this is even worse: I call you, you don't pick up the call. Instead, you SMS me. Grr.. What the fuck is wrong with you?!?!?! Are you that stingy to pay the few cents?!??!?!

Next. Smelly people! Just what's wrong with you smelly people??? Use a deodorant! Spray some perfume! Don't you know that your BO stink so much such that people almost suffocated to death?!?! Do you even know you stink in the first place??? next time if someone tells you YOU STINK, don't doubt that. if people behave weirdly in front of you, like, covering their noses when talking to you, get the hint, alright! even IF you THINK that you aren't smelly, use a perfume! use one which smells GOOD.

hmmm.. and What the hell is wrong with this girl who's complaining non stop!?!??!
What the hell is wrong with everyone?!?!?!?
I always thought i'm fucked up. But no. You people are equally fucked up too!!


erm. okay.
Can anyone tell me where's wrong with my Japanese tutor, Nagami-sensei???

The one on the right. yep. that's Nagami-sensei, impersonating Doraemon.
(i can't link the webcast nor print screen on this. i think because of the copyright policy??)

He seems to think he really is Doraemon. You should hear the way he speaks (too bad you can't..). He even wore a blue jacket with a hoodie, and white pants.
He's really obsessed with Doraemon. Even during tutorials, he would make US think that we're Doraemons too. LOL

yipeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

I got my CountryRoad discount card!!!!
I'm gonna get my cardigan(s)!!!!
And a belt, maybe????
And another camisole too????
What about the shoes????
hmmmmmmmmmmm...

i need a BEACH retreat!!! soon...

**opps. just realised i didn't really mention anything about Beaches.. guess i just need a Getaway!!!

Went swimming with my sis at my aunt's place in the evening... The sun was setting, and the weather felt good. No sun at all, but i don't really mind. Just needed to get in touch with the pool again. And I FEEL GOOD! lalalallalallaa (i'm singing... lalallalallala). At around seven pm, i was swimming toward the guard house. As i surfaced to take a breather each time i finished a stroke, i looked up at the guard house, and the image conjured up the setting of a beach resort. I could feel a warm sense of familiarity. ooOoohhh. I thought about the evening swim at Clubmed before getting changed and devouring all the delicious food on the tables! The warm lights against the dark blue sky brings a sense of relaxation and peacefulness to those swimming in the cool waters, and those at the poolside enjoying the evening breeze. I thought of Nirwana Gardens... The beautiful pool... Too bad i didn't get to drink at the pool bar. and yea, chloeeeee... remember you've always wanted to swim in the evening?? I didn't use to think swimming without the sun would be fun. But apparently, it feels real GOOD!! i wanna do it again!!! Who needs the sun anyway?!?!?!

November 1st and 3rd are public holidays.. That's tues and thurs. My sis was asking me if i wanna go Clubmed on those days. I don't care if i gotta miss school on wed... I need a GETAWAY!!! Buttttt.... Cherating's closed, and phuket's expensive! soooo, back to the one at Bintan again???? I don't mind that too, actually.. so my Dear Sister!!! Can you please make up your mind???????

Guess for the time being, i can only satisfy myself by swimming over at my aunt's and pretending that i'm at a resort!!!!! booooooooooooooooooooo!

I thought i ought to let this off my chest...

I've been feeling very unhappy. Not only relationship-wise, but with all things in life. I realise i'm never satisfied.. Expecting everything to happen smoothly, and thinking naïvely that i can actually turn back time. Now, I'm so stuck in this situation whereby i'm gradually being eaten up by this black hole. And this black hole, i'd refer it as D*********. I feel myself slowly sinking into it. Again. Knowingly. Sucks a hell lot. Worst thing is, the person closest to me can't seem to understand what i'm going through.. I thought at this point of time, that person should be beside me, lending me a supporting shoulder. NO? yet, I'm choosing to face this shit all alone. Good luck to myself.

When Boy falls in Love...

Boy woos Girl.
Surprises. Smses. Dates.
Boy persists.
Girl is touched.
Girl grows fonder of Boy.
More suprises. More smses. More dates. Sweetness.
Girl loves surprises.
Friends are supportive.
Boy is very sincere.
Girl feels it.
Girl falls in love with Boy.
Start of a relationship…
Even more susprises. Even more smses. Even more dates. More sweetness.
Boy calls Girl His Princess.
Girl feels pampered and cherished, like a Princess.
Love.
Happiness.
Dreamland.
Wonderland.
More time spent together.
Late night chats on the phone.
……………….
Problems arise.
Disagreement. Differing opinions. Conflicting views. Squabbles.
Girl is stubborn.
Boy gives in. He calls.
Reconciliation.
More love.
Differences emerge again.
Girl is still stubborn.
Boy gives in again.
Girl says nasty stuff. Boy cries.
Boy’s crying never fails to touch Girl’s heart.
At least she knows he cares…
Reconciliation. Again.
Forgive and forget.
More happiness. More love.
Boy loves Girl, and Girl loves Boy too.
But happy moments never last.
Quarrels. Again.
Reconciliation. Again
The relationship starts to fall.
Unfulfilled dreams. Broken promises.
Disappointment.
Girl expects, and demands a lot.
She wants more surprises. Just like before.
Boy tries to do everything to make her happy.
But Girl is still unhappy.
She wants things to be like before.
Boy never understands Girl.
Girl doesn't know what she wants either.
Girl becomes a nuisance.
Boy is exhausted.
Boy stops giving.
Girl is sad.
But Boy still doesn't understand.
Neither does she.
Maybe what she wants is to go back to Day 1...
.............................



To be continued...





Anyone kind enough to tell me how should the story develop?
What do you think the ending should be like?

...What???

And i haven't even been to Bali...

Damn those Bastards!