I thought i ought to let this off my chest...

I've been feeling very unhappy. Not only relationship-wise, but with all things in life. I realise i'm never satisfied.. Expecting everything to happen smoothly, and thinking naïvely that i can actually turn back time. Now, I'm so stuck in this situation whereby i'm gradually being eaten up by this black hole. And this black hole, i'd refer it as D*********. I feel myself slowly sinking into it. Again. Knowingly. Sucks a hell lot. Worst thing is, the person closest to me can't seem to understand what i'm going through.. I thought at this point of time, that person should be beside me, lending me a supporting shoulder. NO? yet, I'm choosing to face this shit all alone. Good luck to myself.