Please help me, I'm damn broke...

oh gosh. it's only the beginning of the month, and my allowance's more than half gone... AND i've yet to get the pretty watch that i'm eyeing on, and my bus concession for the month, and all the pretty clothes, and the very comfy pair of loafers from Kenneth Cole! I WANT NEED EVERYTHING!!!

So many things to buy, so lil' $$!
HOW?!?!?!

And don't try to get lazy me to find a job! 'Oh, i mean, busy me..

sobsob...


I bumped into an old friend yesterday...
She certainly doesn't look as cheerful as she used to... Her enthusiasm towards life, towards people, just ain't the same anymore... or so i feel. It's been a long time.

I used to be the one contacting everyone, knowing how's everyone doing and stuff, meeting up for a meal or a chat... But not anymore. As everyone moves on and reaches out toward different goals in life, it becomes harder to get everyone together. She's busy, she's busy, she's busy, she's also busy... I've given up. The last time i tried to get everyone together, it was a failure again.

I think i've become a lousy friend. I can't be bothered to call up everyone anymore... Only a few dear friends who appreciate...

Who's my best friend? I don't know. Do i even have one?
How do you define a best friend? This has constantly been an issue for me. And i've been thinking alot about it recently.


It saddens me to realise that while i'm unhappy with life and trudging myself through day by day, time has abandoned me and moved on without any warning. When I finally stop and look back, i realise i've wasted a hell lot of time and i've done a lot of foolish things. (Okay, when i say i've wasted a lot of time, i don't mean shopping, yea.) Alright, without further ado, i think i should go get my things done now!