Please don't shut me out again...

My dear friend,

I have no idea what exactly is happening to you right now. I really didn't know that one issue would have such big an impact on you. Or maybe there's something else happening too... Just stay strong and get well soon, okay? Can you please keep your promise?? Maybe you don't like talking about it.. Maybe you don't want any help at all.. But please know that i'll be here for you. Always. Anytime you need a listening ear or a shoulder to lean on, i'll be here. Just don't pull the disappearing stunt on me again, please? It really hurts. Perhaps what you felt a few weeks ago for me, is exactly how i'm feeling right now, and this is the second time. I hope you understand what i'm trying to say. I care for you, and i hope you do the same for yourself too... I believe what you're going thru' now wouldn't be much worse than mine.. I guess we're both screwed up. You're not alone.

No matter how great the ordeal is this time, please get back on your feet soon. We still have alot to do. Our dates and parties and dreams.. Everything's waiting for us...

** You might not want to listen to any of these, but i'll have to say it still..