i will never do my tutorials ever again!!

sighhhh... Another tiring week has past. Oh, not really.. One more horrible friday to go.. Although there's no school tmr, and i've handed in my assignment, so i don't even have to go all the way back to school just to hand it in, it's still gonna be another horrible friday.. and mr kar's can't even apply leave tmr.. so so sad... =( BUT after tmr... ALL WILL BE OVER!!!! pray hard...

yea... 2nd week of tuts only, and i'm almost dead.

i did my marketing tut, which i took 3 WHOLE BLOODY DAYS to do it and a lil' help from mr kar, and my econometrics tut, which i've totally forgotten all about my stats (HEY!! i'm supposed to be damn good at math!!!), and another microeconomics assignment, the one which is due tmr, but 'coz i DO NOT WANT to go back to school on a friday, i killed more than half of my brain cells just to finish it by today, but in the end i copied from an ex-tutorial mate, and i had FIVE hours of japanese tutorials and a vocab quiz and a lecture quiz and a listening/dictation quiz and a conversation dialogue performance. (opps what a long sentence, so don't expect perfect english up there.. erm.. or even anywhere else...)

uh huh! and why do i not wanna do my tuts ever again???

'Coz last week, i finished all my financial accounting tutorial questions, but in the end! the prof did not even finish discussing ONE qns!!! he only did half of the qns!!! and i missed my bus 'coz i was doing my tut at the busstop.. yep! and needless to say, i was late for sch, AGAIN.. and my mkting tut this week, there were FIVE long qns, which gave me a terrible throbbing headache for days, but in the end! the tutor only assigned ONE qns for my group!!! booooohoooohooooo....... okay, then again, doing my tuts is for my own benefit... anyway, these tuts that i've done, are the ones that i do not need to hand in. AND the ONE tut that i gotta hand in, i did not spend enough time doing it!! hence, i can only copy from the smarter asses...

sighhh... alright. i shall continue doing my tuts. it's a promise. a promise that i've made to so many people. i can only redeem myself this way.

okay, last complaint... biz modules suck big time!!!! the FNA prof is so irritatingly long-winded, and we gonna have a make-up tut on the week before term-break. ON A FRIDAY!!! 1830hrs!!! damn... i've got noooooooooooooo lessons on that day! why can't he spare a thought for me????? and for next thurs' tut, he gotta do his re-service, so there'd be a make-up tut on tues!!! guess what time???? yes! 1830hrs!!! again!!! and next tues is supposed to be my free day!!!!! ah SHIT! i gotta go back on tues for mkting group meeting from 1400-1600. so what am i supposed to do from 1600 to 1830?!?!?!?!??! and on thurs, i'd have an hour break before my 1700-1800 jap tut! can't even go home early!!! F U C K !

ah, but at least there's a good thing for both biz modules, both my tut groups get to do our presentations first. which is a really really good thing, 'coz the topics are still pretty easy... ah ha ha ha. L U C K !

hmmmm... kar says my blog is so boring. there's nothing interesting going on, you see...

i can only go on and on and on about my tuts... 'coz they've taken over my life. i'm still waking up at 0745 to do my tuts. okay, i woke up at 0815 on tues... i'm really tired! i couldn't concentrate at all today. i'm like, very laggy... i can't even take a break in btw lectures and tuts... 'coz i've got so much to do!!!! =( i'm so sad...

hey, but mr kar!!!
HELLO~~~~~
this is MY blog, not yours!!! why can't i say anything i want???? must i blog interesting stuff for you to read?!??!?! do you want me to stun you??? LOL.

sighhh... actually there's so many things going on inside me... things that i don't wanna say it here... 'coz pple i know are reading this. and ya.. i still think that i have the biggest problems in the whole universe... despite the reminder i had stricken out below... i'm not bothering myself with rubbish, just that i do not have any meaningful things to do... so so sad......

sometimes i get so disillusioned with my own blog... 'coz i cannot be true to myself.. i'm tempted to start all over again somewhere else...