I had a fall this morning, at the short flight of stairs going down the living room... My bum hit the steps THREE times as I slid down. OUCH OUCH OUCH! damn. I was just thinking about how it would be like to tumble down the stairs. shit. That happens every time, I think of something, and it happens. Btw, perhaps you guys already have an idea about what a masochist I am. That fall was like, wooooooooooooooooo~ You know the adrenaline rush you experience during free fall? sighhhh how I miss themeparks and rollercoasters! (erm, not the kinda miserable "themepark" we have here...)

I want this:


lol. This is from rollercoaster tycoon 3.


Maybe that's why I love to drive. I feel free and, erm, sometimes, I think it's rather exciting... Alright, I admit I'm a bad driver, and I'm an even worse driver at night. opps. Though I used to learn driving at night... I drove home yesterday after my evening paper. The traffic was quite smooth and I felt like accelerating faster and faster! Even at the bends. Scared the hell outta my dad. lol. That's a problem I have: When I do not look at the speedometer thingy (what do you call that?), I tend to go faster and faster. And when I look at the meter, I feel obliged to keep the speed at or below the limit, and I crawl like a tortoise. So remember, the seat belt will really do you a favour if you wanna hitch a ride from me. Hmmmm.... okay, I'm not that bad actually! I just need more practice!

ooooooh! I love Jeremy's sportscar! It's so small and adorable!!! It's a... mazda something, I think... (I don't know, ask kar... I know nuts about cars.) I hate rich guys, with cars. They arouse envy. They are the ones who make people like you and me jealous. But being comes with a price too. I was just telling kar today, rich kids normally have parent(s) who work overseas or work so much that they won't be at home often, hence they usually do not have a close relationship. That's a tradeoff. Be rich, work alot, spend less time with your kids, and let the relationship deteriorate. Or be less rich, spend more time at home, and have a higher possibility of having a better relationship with the kids.

Anyway, I took a break from studying today. I still have another two more papers... sigh. I need to recharge my energy level. (opps and sorry janice, didn't meet you today!)

Oh, and I always thought I prefer doing MCQs to anything, Short-structured questions or essays. But I realise... That is definitely not the case, when each MCQ costs THREE marks!!!

My bear is back!

...and look at who's here too... from korea!




Let me introduce, this is OoOoOH (the intonnation goes ↑↓↑):

awwwwwwwwwww... Ain't he adorable????? (erm, I mean OoOoOH!)

sigh.
Kar just used up the last few cents on his payphone card to call me from Korea... No more calls from him until sundayyyy. grr. AND he's happily shopping in korea! Without meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... ooooh! But he got me necklace! =)
Can't wait for exams to be over!
I need my Bintan getaway! hmmm. Should I sacrifice it for a shopping trip to Bangkok or Taiwan instead???? Can I go for both??????? sigh. Wish I could get ANY internship, ANY job in May... Throw me some $$$$!!

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I wake up early every morning, wash up, do a face mask (yes! I've been experimenting one every day! The best one so far... goes to Shiseido!), start studying, breakfast, watch lady's first (phew. that's great accompaniment!), study, lunch, sms LMChloeee, study, break, yahoo auctions, study, study, study, dinner, study, study, tv, study, study, study, study.... and sleep! I'm kinda proud of myself... you see, I've been able to keep up with my study schedule everyday! I've been mugging real hard! Ask aunt tessie! Ask LMChloe! haha. Currently, it's a no-life situation. so well, another boring blog entry! I just wanna say: I've been a really good girl!

And I wish I could drive to school this sat... Exam at 0900. (The first time I had my paper at 0900, I was late!)

sobzzzz... Kar's leaving for Korea in another few hours' time...
and poor me... still mugging like a stupid bee.
and I still don't have a simple song :'(

I thought I've done everything I could, said everything I could think of... But it seems, I've never been able to help at all... I have no idea what's the matter. What's going on in the mind. Tell me what I can do???? I wish I can help...

arghz. this sucks to the core. why is everyone and everything always against me? if you do not like having me around, fine. just tell me and i'll leave you alone. it hurts to know that i'm being treated like a fool. fine. i shall just leave you alone and you go have all the fun without me. i'm totally cool with that. and the stupid rain. it never rains when i'm at home and have no intentions to go out. it always rains just when i'm about to leave the house. arghz. @#$%^&*^%$#@! i'm so angry, i just wanna say: fuck you. YOU, refers to the rain, the stupid buses, the idiots, and those off you who are against me. fine. i'm irritating and a total turnoff. whatever. i won't say i'm not gonna let these bother me, because it definitely will. and i hold grudges. don't expect me to be kind to you in the future. you know i'm talking about you you you you.

gosh. I've survived another torturous week of assignments + project report, and with three due on the same day. I guess this will be my last week of assignments. Anyway, in just two weeks' time, it's the final exams!!! I'm starting my revision LATER. No more excuses to procrastinate. OK, after watching LOST. Are you guys proud of meeeeeeee?? I always start my revision only one week before the exams... and look at my lousy grades... =( I need to stop my CAP from dropping further! I'll be a good girl.

Dear friends, please remind me to study hard constantly. Thank you.

So well, studying means less shopping. And less shopping means more savings! And more savings means.... more shopping again! I'm caught in a vicious cycle...

Remember how I boasted about my good behaviour of no shopping?? oh nooooo... Somebody shoot me!
All the moolahs saved, all goneeee now.
Okay, but I'm happpppppyyyyy...


But seriously, I need to start saving! I'm going bintan! Or maybe hopefully, Clubmed??
And that lucky karwaiiii! He's gonna ORD next week, and off to Korea he goes!! arghz. lucky bitch!!! If you ask me if I know anyone who's happy with his life, I'll say it's Karwai.

ooOOohH... I went to get a haircut today!!! (Finally... it's been like, two and half months since my last visit to the salon??) No new style, just abit more than trimming. And... I've decided to try keeping my hair long! geeZ. People I've asked think that I should keep my hair long... Anyway, if I keep my hair long, and I don't like it, I can always snip snip snip SNIP it off! Oh, and I need to have neat hair while I study, otherwise it will distract me. erm... I'll want to look into the mirror every now and then, and when I see my messy hair, I'll try to tame it, do this do that... and waste lotsa time...

OPPS. It's ten!
I still have pics to post!
later~