arghz. this sucks to the core. why is everyone and everything always against me? if you do not like having me around, fine. just tell me and i'll leave you alone. it hurts to know that i'm being treated like a fool. fine. i shall just leave you alone and you go have all the fun without me. i'm totally cool with that. and the stupid rain. it never rains when i'm at home and have no intentions to go out. it always rains just when i'm about to leave the house. arghz. @#$%^&*^%$#@! i'm so angry, i just wanna say: fuck you. YOU, refers to the rain, the stupid buses, the idiots, and those off you who are against me. fine. i'm irritating and a total turnoff. whatever. i won't say i'm not gonna let these bother me, because it definitely will. and i hold grudges. don't expect me to be kind to you in the future. you know i'm talking about you you you you.