A blessing in Disguise???

I'm so sad :(

As you know, I gotta take six modules this sem, next sem, and the sem after next too. AND if I happen to screw up any of my modules this sem, I might need to take SEVEN modules next sem. So, that means, I have to work ultra hard. I'm not sure if the stress level will spur me to work harder, or crush me and drive me nuts. I certainly hope it's the former.

On a lighter note, hey! I learn more stuff although I pay the same amount of school fees!

I've been going to most of my lectures alone since the very first sem. Sometimes I do spot a friend around. But most of the time, no. So, I sit alone. It suddenly occurred to me yesterday that till now, I haven't made any friends who are single majoring in economics, and in year two. You people out there, attending lectures and tutorials with your friends, are so lucky! sigh... I'm just a green-eye loner in school.

I'm also sad, 'coz of all the unfortunate things that happened to me these two days, which I'm in a too depressed state to talk about them now. Tutorial balloting sucks too. =(

Went for Body Combat just now.
I was thinking, if I do get attacked outside, will I be able to put those moves in use???
Then, I realise, it's really important for a girl to learn some self defense moves. Men out there nowadays, are ridiculous. Can't they just keep their hands and eyes to themselves?? Damn those fucking disgusting men!