when tears can't even flow...

i realise there's another thing i can't control in this world...

when i sink into depression...
i'm not really in the depressed mode right now, but... there are things that are making me feel dejected...

apparently, while i was happily exclaiming that i love my life, posting supposedly happy pics of everything, thinking that shopping and eating make my day, and planning my holidays, unfortunate things are happening to the people around me and in the world... things that i haven't been sitting down to think about. and when i really do take note of these sad events, i find myself feelin' lost. what am i supposed to do?? it's too late to show care and concern. why wasn't i sensitive enough?

i really hate it when i find myself stuck in this kinda situation.
i don't know what to do...

even as i continue with my daily activities, at the end of the day, only i myself know how i really feel.
feelings don't lie. no matter how happy i appear to be in the day, i still have to face myself in the night, and that's when the truth unfolds.

crap.

the worst kind of feeling to have is not when you're crying.
but to feel like crying, yet the tears won't flow.

hope a peach cornetto mini helps.
hope a goodnight-talk with karwai helps...