smelly feet

sometimes when you really try so hard to love your life, when you constantly hypnotize yourself and try to believe that you really love your life, bad things have to happen and dash all the hopes and dreams that you have held on to.

it simply sums up to only THREE words: LIFE IS UNFAIR

WHY do i have to work so hard to get the things i want, while others get it without even lifting a finger?
WHY must i still have hopes and dreams, when in the end, i would never get what i want?
WHY must i continue to work so hard and try to be happy, even when things seldom turn out the way i want it to?
WHY am i always feeling depressed, while i do see many happy souls out there?

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and WHY do i have sweaty palms and feet????????????
i think the sweat makes my feet stink... damnit!
i can't do the trapeze 'coz my hands can't even hold on tight to the bar.
i can't wear heels 'coz my feet would slip and i'll die.
i have to look around for a hundred years before i could find a suitable pair of shoes.
i can't finish my exams without wetting the paper....
i hate my sweaty palms and feet! they are disgusting and smelly!


i can whine, i can swear, i can curse, i can cry, i can grumble, and i can even roar...
but the sun still rises and sets, and the earth still revolves. roses still bloom and wither. the dogs still bark and the cats still meow. pretty clothes are still around, and my sis still eats and sleeps and shops and reads my blog...

everything continues as it is, so why succumb to having an ill-fated life just because things do not go well for you??? i believe that everything happens for a reason, and usually for a good purpose, 'coz God is supposed to be good, right? you might be borned with a silver spoon, and have all the material needs in the world, but you might also be missing out on the simple pleasures of life, and not get to experience the little joy of getting something by your own effort... ahhh, what crap? what am i talking about?

okok, my point is, life's unfair and that's what you should learn to live with.

you can be sad and depressed, but you can't do that for long. time flies. there are still many things that await you, and surprises could be along the way. you have to, and can only depend on yourself if you want to be happy again. if you can't get what you want, maybe you should be satisfied with what you have now, and learn to accept it.

to be happy or not, you choose it.

once again, WHY DO BAD THINGS ALWAYS HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE????

so if bad things do happen to you, you are a good person.

and i agree... talk is cheap.