arGhZz!!!

damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit!!!! #$^%$&#%^&&#^@#$!^%&^*^$$">#$^%$&#%^&&#^@#$!^%&^*^$$ i curse and i swear! i curse and i swear! and i curse and i swear!!!!!!

ArghZ... bloody hell! rained the whole morning till now.. and there was a leak in my bloody storeroom! the worst thing is, i left my dearest Hello Kitty diary on the damned shelf in the bloody storeroom!!!!!! and yes, it bloody wet now! ok, not the whole thing, but parts of it. like, in the middle (?!?!?!??!?!) and the sides. well, at least it's hard-cover. so it's not totally filmsy right now. but... aRgHz!!!!! i love to use coloured-ink pens, and my words are so damn smudged! damnit damnit damnit!!! my lost memories.....

really, WHY MUST BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE??!?!?!?!

and such a thing must happen when i'm already feelin' upset!!! Grrrrrr..... just realised that shuwen went to korea recently!!!! and IS going to malaysia to suntan next week.... YES!!! WITHOUT ME!!!!!! mean! evil! bad! lousy! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! to think i always ask her to go clubmed with me. now, she spent all her money, she'll not go clubmed with me anymore!!!!! damnit damnit damnit! why does she have friends who are so enthusiastic about travelling??? while i have to beg and beg and beg for people to go with me!!!!!!!

perhaps going on a holiday does not mean alot for many people. but seriously, get a life!! what's so good about staying in singapore and rotting your ass here?? arghz... i'm just very desperate to get outta here!